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Sometimes, when I go out in large(ish) groups of people, I tend to get a bit quiet and don't actually sy that much. And even though I have a lovely time, when I get home, I get ever so slightly worried (or paranoid, if you prefer. Neurotic?) that the people I was out with thought that I didn't enjoy myself because I was so quiet. But that is not the case! . When I'm being quiet in groups of people, it's not becuase im not having fun, it's not intentional, it's just the way I am. Im not being unfriendly, i just naturally blend in to the background a bit more when im with 4/5/6 other people. And then I get worried (paranoid, neurotic, irrational...)n that said people wont invite me out again because they think im not having fun/deliberatly being quiet/unfriendly. Rargh. And sometimes people similery dont' realise that I can also be a tad quiet when Im with people who I've only met a few times before. Again, this is not me being unfriendly, or whatever, it's just how I find myself behaving in that situation. Once i have got to know people a bit better, i will generally open up more. It's nothing to do with the people as individuals, im like that with everyone.

Ok, I just wanted to get that off my chest. Its been on my mind for a few days, and i just wanted to say it. Tahnkyou for reading this far. OKay, I'll shut up and stop being so bloody paranoid nowww...*hides*