Do you have to be so obvious?

[retro_geek]

Everytime you do that, I can actaully feel it. It feels like a punch in the stomach, my breath momentarily disappears, I have to stop what else is going on so I can have a few seconds to recover. Please, it's not my fault, I'm trying fucking hard. Is this karma? Do I deserve this? but am I not her karma, too? Please, so what, I'm weak, what you do does affect me. But at least I'm admitting it. The world around me stops, short of breath like I am. What's the point in doing it?

That aside, I think I can genuinly say i've had a lovely afternoon. The hours and the odd nasty customer (yeah, him) aside, I quite like working at Octopus, and this today, me and Nic spent most of our time dancing around the upper floor not actually doing any work, ace stuff :-)

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