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gaaahhhhh, I think I must be the shyest person in all of london land.

 

Theres nothing like being thrown into a new environment filled with people you are going to see regularly over the next few weeks to remind you what a socially retarded individual you are.

 

So today was my first day as a bear builder. Managed to get there just about on time (having been God knows how late to meet Chloe earlier that morning), and Nicola gave me a hug and started introducing me to everyone: "This is Charlie, this is Davidson, this is Beth...", and they're all like, "Hi Sophia, nice to meet you" and im just like, *squeaks and curls up into a ball, all awkard and shy and unable to think of anything to say*. God knows what they all thought of me :(. The wierd thing is, I actually thought I had been getting more confident recently, but today as the shyest I had felt in quite a while. My period also (rather selfishly, I thought) chose to start today, so I have been feeling all nausiuos and crampy, which isn't nice. And the teddy stuffing machine spat white fluff all over me. Hmph. But Im sure tomorrow will be better. I hope.

On the upside though, the pretty boy I met at bohemia on Saturday texted me today, which made me happy.