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On the one hand, I really really want to call her, because I want to sort things out before my birthday, and I hate feeling like im being suspended in mid-air, unsure as to whether to let myself fall, or attempt to climb back up the rope.

On the other hand, perhaps I should wait till she calls me. She said she would. I really hope she does. And soon.

Oh, I guess its too late to do it tonight, anyway.