retro_geek | (no subject)

Sometimes, when I go out in large(ish) groups of people, I tend to get a bit quiet and don't actually sy that much. And even though I have a lovely time, when I get home, I get ever so slightly worried (or paranoid, if you prefer. Neurotic?) that the people I was out with thought that I didn't enjoy myself because I was so quiet. But that is not the case! . When I'm being quiet in groups of people, it's not becuase im not having fun, it's not intentional, it's just the way I am. Im not being unfriendly, i just naturally blend in to the background a bit more when im with 4/5/6 other people. And then I get worried (paranoid, neurotic, irrational...)n that said people wont invite me out again because they think im not having fun/deliberatly being quiet/unfriendly. Rargh. And sometimes people similery dont' realise that I can also be a tad quiet when Im with people who I've only met a few times before. Again, this is not me being unfriendly, or whatever, it's just how I find myself behaving in that situation. Once i have got to know people a bit better, i will generally open up more. It's nothing to do with the people as individuals, im like that with everyone.

Ok, I just wanted to get that off my chest. Its been on my mind for a few days, and i just wanted to say it. Tahnkyou for reading this far. OKay, I'll shut up and stop being so bloody paranoid nowww...*hides*

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In reply to your text, no I don't have any smiley keys, but I think Chili does. I ought to be able to film Sunday, though you should know that I'm applying for a job at Victoria Bakery and could possibly be asked for interviews or something. I'll keep you posted, but I still don't have any credit...

smiley keys...? :S

Yes, i found some keys in my bag that had a sticker on with a drawn-on smiley face! Im guessing that someone put them in there for safe keeping when we went a-filming on Saturday, which narrows it down to about 4 people. But since Chili wasn't there, I doubt they're her's...

not mine but i did come to the film....

Well, when we go out with you, you tend to smile and reply positively to things we ask you and if we say 'You havin' fun, Soph?' You're answer is always enthusiastic!

Don't worry about being 'the quiet one'. As long as you don't slouch and make emoscowels at people, they'll ask you out again!

*hug*

<---- Love Emma.

thankyou Sugar xxx