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retro_geek) wrote2004-11-22 12:18 pm
retro_geek) wrote2004-11-22 12:18 pm
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as promised, here is some explanation as to why i was feeling so up and down during yesterday's journal entery-ing...
1 depressed parent + another depressed parent + 1 depressed teenager= general depressivness allround.
And you know what hurts the most?
"Sophia, your dads going to sink in to a glooming depression again, and its ALL BECAUSE OF YOU"
Why does everything have to be my fault? Emma always used to get annoyed at me for "apologiseing for my existence", but right now, i Am sorry i existed. Sometimes i dont feel like i deserve to live.
im so sorry
i need to talk to someone...
1 depressed parent + another depressed parent + 1 depressed teenager= general depressivness allround.
And you know what hurts the most?
"Sophia, your dads going to sink in to a glooming depression again, and its ALL BECAUSE OF YOU"
Why does everything have to be my fault? Emma always used to get annoyed at me for "apologiseing for my existence", but right now, i Am sorry i existed. Sometimes i dont feel like i deserve to live.
im so sorry
i need to talk to someone...