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Nov. 22nd, 2004 12:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
as promised, here is some explanation as to why i was feeling so up and down during yesterday's journal entery-ing...
1 depressed parent + another depressed parent + 1 depressed teenager= general depressivness allround.
And you know what hurts the most?
"Sophia, your dads going to sink in to a glooming depression again, and its ALL BECAUSE OF YOU"
Why does everything have to be my fault? Emma always used to get annoyed at me for "apologiseing for my existence", but right now, i Am sorry i existed. Sometimes i dont feel like i deserve to live.
im so sorry
i need to talk to someone...
1 depressed parent + another depressed parent + 1 depressed teenager= general depressivness allround.
And you know what hurts the most?
"Sophia, your dads going to sink in to a glooming depression again, and its ALL BECAUSE OF YOU"
Why does everything have to be my fault? Emma always used to get annoyed at me for "apologiseing for my existence", but right now, i Am sorry i existed. Sometimes i dont feel like i deserve to live.
im so sorry
i need to talk to someone...
*huggles*
Date: 2004-11-24 01:13 pm (UTC)Parents are hard creatures to deal with- they're wrapped with their own insecurities and doubts and depressions.
People also pass blame (even if the problem is completely unrelated to the person the blame is being passed to) as is the case here.
Their problems are not your fault and you should not take responsibility; you can support them when they go thorough a difficult phase (as they should with you), but feeling guilty for breaking a glass you never touched?.
*hug* We here for you Soph blud-bredrin-breadbin-blud.
Come round for a hot chocolate and a hair dye some time.
*Emma*